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Thought I Had It All Figured Out (Random Thoughts In My Head At The Moment)

This thing called life we live

It's constantly moving

Time is passing us by

You thought you had it all figured out

Then life smacks you down right when everything seems perfect

What am I to do?

Should I give up and cry defeat?

I feel so alone so weak

Never had to go through anything like this

Is it because I turned my back on GOD?

I forgot to seek him because everything was perfect

I turned my back on GOD when my father committed suicide years ago

I never looked back

Is this my punishment???

Why must my future children suffer because I stopped seeking you?

If I seek you will you forgive me???

You gave me two blessings that are growing inside me.

Why are you letting the devil take over my life?

I see now ...I stopped seeking you

Leaving room for the devil to get in.

Life

Words cannot express the feeling of two living things coexisting inside of you. I am still in shock when I think about carrying twins. There was a point in my life when a doctor informed me that I would never be able to hold a child because I had a weak cervix. I am so glad that doctor didn't know what the hell he was talking about. I am officially six months pregnant with twin boys!! This is truly a blessing! I thank GOD everyday for it! I feel honored to carry two men inside of me that are going to be something great in life with a lot of guidance and motivation from both of their parents. Life is a beautiful thing!!

THIS RING IS SO BEAUTIFUL!!! I WANT IT BUT NOT AS A WEDDING RING. WHY DO WOMEN GO CRAZY FOR THIS??? IT'S JUST A RING!! SOME ONLY CARE ABOUT THIS... FUCK LOVE FUCK THE ACTUAL MARRIAGE!! THEY WANT SOMETHING TO SHOW FOR!! I JUST DON'T GET IT!! SOMEONE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME!!!

RANDOM PICS OF ME

MY BABY PIC! I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A FAN OF THE FRO!

I LOVE THIS PIC!

WHEN I WAS IN FIRST GRADE!

I  WAS TRYING TO LOOK SEXY HERE!

I LOVE THIS PIC!! THIS WAS INSPIRED BY MOS DEF. I LOVE HIM!!

MY TWITCON AND FACEBOOK PROFILE PIC!

MY BF MADE ME ON SAINTS ROW!! IT LOOKS LIKE ME!! HILARIOUS!!

THE ABC'S OF DORIAN!

A - Age: 28                        

B - Bed Size: QUEEN FIT FOR A QUEEN 

C - Chore you hate: CLEANING THE BATHROOM

D - Dog's name: I DON'T HAVE A DOG ;-(

E - Essential start your day item:  A 15 MINUTE NAP AFTER WAKING UP. 

F - Favorite colors : BLACK, BROWN AND GRAY.

G - Gold or Silver: SILVER

H - Height: 5'6

I - Instruments you play(ed):  VOICE

J - Job title:  TSO 

K - Kid(s):  2 IN THE WOMB

L - Living arrangements:  MY BF AND I ALONG WITH THE TWINS THAT LIVE IN MY STOMACH

M - Mom's name:  VICKY

N - Nicknames: DORIAN                                      

O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth:  NONE

P  - Pet Peeves:  LIARS

Q - Quote from a movie:  DAMN I DON'T HAVE A FAVORITE

R - Right or left handed: RIGHT 

S - Siblings: AN OLDER SISTER. I ALSO HAVE A YOUNGER BROTHER AND TWO YOUNGER SISTERS THAT I'VE NEVER MET. MY SPERM DONOR GETS AROUND!

T - Time you wake up:  0800

U- Underwear:  GRANNY PANTIES LOL JK 

V - Vegetable you dislike:  I LIKE ALL VEGETABLES!!!

W - Ways you run late:  TAKING THAT 15 MINUTE NAP THAT ENDS UP TURNING INTO AN HOUR

X - X-rays you've had:  FOOT

Y  - Yummy food you make:  STEAK, POT ROAST, PASTA AND EGGS!!

Z - Zoo favorite:  Lions 

FREAK ISH

Passionate kisses.

 Warm tongue on my neck.
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You get me moist from one peck.

One touch.

Soft skin.

I love the way it feels when your penis is in.

Inside of me, it feels so good.

Clenching my muscles on your long wood.

Making me scream your name.

Scratching your back...mmmm..the pleasure from pain.

 You satisfy my sex drive.
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Sex so good, can't you tell from the tears rolling down 

the sides of my eyes.

I could live with you inside of me, are you surprised??