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Sunday, April 18, 2010

yearning

today is going to be one of those lonely nights
a lonely night wishing i had some strong arms wrapped around my naked body
pulling me back into him as he enters inside of me
thrusting deeper and harder with each thrust
nibbling on my nipples
making my mouth quiver
lightly choking at my throat
making me scream out in pleasure
and coming down my throat

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

FUZE

FUZE
So I work at the airport for those of you that dont already know this, I see passengers buying these drinks left and right so I decide to buy one. It says that this drink is suppose to refresh- contains vitamins and calcium. If its so good for you why the hell cant you pronounce half the gosh darn words in the ingredients. One thing that I have learned is that if you cant pronounce whats in it you dont need to be putting that crap in your body. Let me get back to the point so I went to Jewel's on Roosevelt right by the orange and green line so I can get me some sushi (I love sushi) on my way home. I walked pass the juice aisle and saw Fuze orange mango. I was like hmmm... $1.79? I guess I can try it since so many people buy it at the airport for almost $4 it has to be good. When I got home I maxed my sushi and I opened up my Fuze excited and ready to try something new. I gulped it down and enjoyed the taste at first until the after taste hit me. Dont ask me how I know this but it tasted the way ass should!! LOL Stay away from the FUZE Orange Mango!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I STAND ALONE

I STAND ALONE

I STAND ALONE
NO ONE HAS MY BACK
I HAVE MY OWN
I STAND ALONE
MY INNER CIRCLE WAS SHATTERED DUE TO THE DISCOVERY OF FOES
THERE WERE NO TRUE FRIENDS INSIDE
TIRED OF BEING COOL WITH THE FAKE & PHONY
I STAND ALONE
I WAS IN LOVE & I THOUGHT HE WAS TOO
HIS WORDS WERE SPOKEN BUT THEY WERE UNTRUE
I STAND ALONE
NO FATHER- LEFT WITH A SELFISH MOTHER WHOSE NEGATIVITY GOES IN ONE EAR & STAYS IN THE OTHER
I STAND ALONE
THE PERSON IM MOST CLOSEST TO LIVES IN ANOTHER STATE
NO MOTHER, NO FRIENDS, NO FATHER, & NO MATE
I AM STRONG
I STAND ALONE

Nothing is wrong with being alone. If you cant enjoy your own company, how do you expect someone else to want to spend time with you? When you're alone you get to know yourself as well as having piece of mind. *Try this if you are bold- go to the club alone* You'd be surprised at how much fun you'd have. I've gotten into clubs for free and I've gotten free drinks too.

WHAT I WANT

WHAT I WANT!!

SOMEONE I CAN GROW AS A PERSON WITH
SOMEONE WHO WANTS A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP (NO FRIENDS w/ BENEFITS SHIT FOR ME!)
SOMEONE WHO ENJOYS LAUGHTER & CAN PUT UP w/ MY SILLY & OUTGOING PERSONALITY
SOMEONE WHO ENJOYS LIFE
SOMEONE w/o CHILDREN (DEPENDING ON HOW MUCH I LIKE YOU & HOW MUCH YOU CAN PROVE THAT YOU & THE MOTHER OF YOUR KIDS ARENT STILL INVOLVED PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY, I MIGHT RECONSIDER)
SOMEONE THAT LIKES TO TRAVEL BECAUSE I LOVE IT!
I HAVE TO BE ABLE HAVE FUN w/ YOU
I HAVE TO BE COMFORTABLE w/ YOU OR IT JUST WONT WORK
HAS TO BE CLEAN & MUST SMELL GOOD
HAS TO EITHER HAVE HIS OWN PLACE OR A CAR
MUST BE INTELLIGENT AND SUPPORTIVE w/ EVERYTHING I DO
THERE HAS TO BE SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT YOU FOR ME TO BE ATTRACTED TO YOU
MUST HAVE A POSITIVE ENERGY
MUST BE HONEST, LOYAL AND FAITHFUL
HAS TO BE STREET SMART w/o THE THUGGISH LIFESTYLE
HAS TO BE RESPECTFUL TO ALL WOMEN!!!
HAS TO PROVE THAT I AM THE ONLY WOMAN HE WANTS AND NEEDS!!!
WE HAVE TO COMPLIMENT EACH OTHER
MUST HAVE MY BACK
HAS TO HAVE SOME SORT OF FASHION SENSE
MUST BE ABLE TO ADAPT TO HIS SURROUNDINGS!!
***************thats all I have for now***************************
SONGS TO LISTEN TO WHEN YOU HAVE A BROKEN HEART & YOU’RE HOME ALONE CRYING LIKE ME (please note that this list is from last year)

LAURYN HILL-MR. INTENTIONAL, MYSTERY OF INIQUITY, I FIND IT HARD TO SAY & TELL HIM
INCUBUS-DIG
DANIEL BEDINGFIELD-GOTTA GET THRU THIS
ADELE-HOMETOWN GLORY
ANTHONY HAMILTON-CHARLENE
COLDPLAY-THE SCIENTIST
A PERFECT CIRCLE-3 LIBRAS
SOUNDGARDEN-BLACK HOLE SUN
ONE REPUBLIC-STOP&STARE
RADIOHEAD-KARMA POLICE
FLOETRY-IT'S GETTING LATE
BJORK-ARMY OF ME
JOHN MAYER-DREAMING WITH A BROKENHEART
BJORK-VENUS AS A BOY
ALICIA KEYS-LESSON LEARNED, WRECKLESS LOVE & PRELUDE TO A KISS
GOAPELE-CLOSER & YOU
ESTELLE-MORE THAN FRIENDS
NATASHA BEDINGFIELD-SOULMATE
DIRTY VEGAS-DAYS GO BY
AEROSMITH-DREAM ON, CRAZY & DONT WANT TO MISS A THING
SMASHING PUMPKINS-DISARM & TONIGHT
JAZMINE SULLIVAN-LIONS & TIGERS, & BREAK MY LITTLE HEART
STAIND-FADE
THATS IT FOR NOW
POEM THATS NOT FINISHED


TAKE ME OUT OF YOUR HOLD
LET MY HEART UNFOLD
RELEASE MY SOUL
YOU HAVE ALREADY TAKEN MY DIGNITY
PLEASE SET ME FREE
YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU
IF U LOVED ME YOU WOULD GRANT ME THIS WISH
WE WILL SEAL THE DEAL WITH A KISS
AND END WITH FAREWELL FOR NOW
LET YOUR MANIPULATIVE TONGUE CEASE ITS VERBAL ABUSE
SO I CAN REBUKE YOU FROM MY MIND
I LOST ME WITHIN YOU
I DONT LOVE WHAT I'VE BECOME
SET ME FREE

SECURITY OF THE WORLD

SECURITY OF DA WORLD

MY MIND GOES BLANK
I AM THOUGHTLESS
THE STRESS OF THE WORLD & MY LIFE ENCASES ME
CAUSING ME TO LOSE MY BREATH AND FORCING MY HEART TO SKIP A BEAT
WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS HOW UTTERLY CONFUSING LIFE CAN BE
ONE SECOND OR DECISION CAN CHANGE YOUR FUTURE IN AN INSTANT
MINE SURE HAS
BEING SECURITY OF THE WORLD HAS BENEFITED ME IN SO MANY WAYS
OFTEN TIMES I REGRET TAKING MY POSITION BECAUSE I COULD BE DOING SOMETHING MORE PRODUCTIVE WITH MY DAYS
PURSUING MY DREAMS OR MORE EXCITING THINGS
11 YEARS I'VE SPENT IN THIS PLACE
GOD GIVE ME A SIGN IT GETS SO DEPRESSING I CANT EVEN LOOK MYSELF IN THE FACE

(C) Dorian Shelton