THE PEOPLE

OBSESSED WITH THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY & STARDOM
DEPRESSED CUZ YOU WANT TO BE APART OF THEM
BUT THE INDUSTRY IS SUCH A SHAM
YOU HAVE TO SELL YOUR SOUL TO THE DEVIL SO YOU CAN BE SUCCESSFUL TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR FAM
THE INDUSTRY AINT MEANT FOR ME
ILL RESEARCH AROUND AND BUILD MY KNOWLEDGE WICKEDLY
THIS INDUSTRY IS NOT THE SAME GOT MOTHERFUCKERS WORSHIPPING DEMONS
& THEIR MUSIC VIDEOS ARE SO MISLEADING
THEY SHOWING YOU THE TRUTH IN EM BUT YOU TOO BLIND TO SEE
WALKING AROUND AIMLESSLY
DONT KNOW WHO ARE YOU, WHERE YOU GOING & WHY
YOU'RE PRAISING FALSE IDOLS KISS YOUR SOUL GOODBYE
THIS WORLD IS GOING TO HELL, YOU ALREADY KNOW THIS SO DONT CRY
THESE RAPPERS STRAIGHT MOCKING THE MOST HIGH
ALL I CAN DO IS SHAKE MY HEAD AND LOOK UP TO THE SKY

RANDOM

JUST SOME WORDS I WROTE DOWN ONE DAY AT WORK... I'D RATHER POST IT THEN LOSE THE RECEIPT I WROTE IT DOWN ON

HERE GOES:
MY WORDS ARE WRITTEN ON PAPER
DONT LET THE BLINDNESS THATS CONTROLLING YOUR MIND DRAPE YA
YOU'VE ALLOWED THE MEDIA & THE MUSIC TO MENTALLY & SPIRITUALLY RAPE YOU

FOR THE PEOPLE THAT KNOW WHAT IVE BEEN RESEARCHING FOR THE PASS YEAR, YOU FEEL THOSE WORDS AND UNDERSTAND WHERE IM COMING FROM AND FOR THOSE THAT DONT UNDERSTAND.... THOSE WORDS APPLY TO YOU

SEX IS EVERYTHING

SO EVERYONE THAT KNOWS ME WELL, KNOWS THAT I AM CELIBATE. I'VE BEEN CELIBATE FOR SO LONG I FORGOT HOW LONG. PEOPLE OFTEN TIMES TEASE ME ABOUT IT BUT IM DOING IT FOR A GOOD REASON. SEX IS QUITE ADDICTING FOR FREAKS LIKE ME. I WAS GETTING OUT OF HAND WITH IT TO THE POINT WHERE I HAD TO TAKE A STEP OUTSIDE OF MYSELF AND LOOK IN AS A SPECTATOR. ALL I COULD DO WAS SMH AT WHAT I WAS DOING. I WAS SO HOOKED! THAT IT WAS A NEED, A MUST BUT NOW THAT IM CELIBATE IM FREE FROM MY ADDICTION. IM ACTUALLY MORESO SCARED TO HAVE SEX BECAUSE ONCE YOU START ITS A WRAP

yearning

today is going to be one of those lonely nights
a lonely night wishing i had some strong arms wrapped around my naked body
pulling me back into him as he enters inside of me
thrusting deeper and harder with each thrust
nibbling on my nipples
making my mouth quiver
lightly choking at my throat
making me scream out in pleasure
and coming down my throat

FUZE

FUZE
So I work at the airport for those of you that dont already know this, I see passengers buying these drinks left and right so I decide to buy one. It says that this drink is suppose to refresh- contains vitamins and calcium. If its so good for you why the hell cant you pronounce half the gosh darn words in the ingredients. One thing that I have learned is that if you cant pronounce whats in it you dont need to be putting that crap in your body. Let me get back to the point so I went to Jewel's on Roosevelt right by the orange and green line so I can get me some sushi (I love sushi) on my way home. I walked pass the juice aisle and saw Fuze orange mango. I was like hmmm... $1.79? I guess I can try it since so many people buy it at the airport for almost $4 it has to be good. When I got home I maxed my sushi and I opened up my Fuze excited and ready to try something new. I gulped it down and enjoyed the taste at first until the after taste hit me. Dont ask me how I know this but it tasted the way ass should!! LOL Stay away from the FUZE Orange Mango!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I STAND ALONE

I STAND ALONE

I STAND ALONE
NO ONE HAS MY BACK
I HAVE MY OWN
I STAND ALONE
MY INNER CIRCLE WAS SHATTERED DUE TO THE DISCOVERY OF FOES
THERE WERE NO TRUE FRIENDS INSIDE
TIRED OF BEING COOL WITH THE FAKE & PHONY
I STAND ALONE
I WAS IN LOVE & I THOUGHT HE WAS TOO
HIS WORDS WERE SPOKEN BUT THEY WERE UNTRUE
I STAND ALONE
NO FATHER- LEFT WITH A SELFISH MOTHER WHOSE NEGATIVITY GOES IN ONE EAR & STAYS IN THE OTHER
I STAND ALONE
THE PERSON IM MOST CLOSEST TO LIVES IN ANOTHER STATE
NO MOTHER, NO FRIENDS, NO FATHER, & NO MATE
I AM STRONG
I STAND ALONE

Nothing is wrong with being alone. If you cant enjoy your own company, how do you expect someone else to want to spend time with you? When you're alone you get to know yourself as well as having piece of mind. *Try this if you are bold- go to the club alone* You'd be surprised at how much fun you'd have. I've gotten into clubs for free and I've gotten free drinks too.

WHAT I WANT

WHAT I WANT!!

SOMEONE I CAN GROW AS A PERSON WITH
SOMEONE WHO WANTS A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP (NO FRIENDS w/ BENEFITS SHIT FOR ME!)
SOMEONE WHO ENJOYS LAUGHTER & CAN PUT UP w/ MY SILLY & OUTGOING PERSONALITY
SOMEONE WHO ENJOYS LIFE
SOMEONE w/o CHILDREN (DEPENDING ON HOW MUCH I LIKE YOU & HOW MUCH YOU CAN PROVE THAT YOU & THE MOTHER OF YOUR KIDS ARENT STILL INVOLVED PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY, I MIGHT RECONSIDER)
SOMEONE THAT LIKES TO TRAVEL BECAUSE I LOVE IT!
I HAVE TO BE ABLE HAVE FUN w/ YOU
I HAVE TO BE COMFORTABLE w/ YOU OR IT JUST WONT WORK
HAS TO BE CLEAN & MUST SMELL GOOD
HAS TO EITHER HAVE HIS OWN PLACE OR A CAR
MUST BE INTELLIGENT AND SUPPORTIVE w/ EVERYTHING I DO
THERE HAS TO BE SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT YOU FOR ME TO BE ATTRACTED TO YOU
MUST HAVE A POSITIVE ENERGY
MUST BE HONEST, LOYAL AND FAITHFUL
HAS TO BE STREET SMART w/o THE THUGGISH LIFESTYLE
HAS TO BE RESPECTFUL TO ALL WOMEN!!!
HAS TO PROVE THAT I AM THE ONLY WOMAN HE WANTS AND NEEDS!!!
WE HAVE TO COMPLIMENT EACH OTHER
MUST HAVE MY BACK
HAS TO HAVE SOME SORT OF FASHION SENSE
MUST BE ABLE TO ADAPT TO HIS SURROUNDINGS!!
***************thats all I have for now***************************