Long Time Coming!!

Sorry I've been neglecting this page. I'm surprised to see that I have close to 600 views. I'm honored that people actually took out the time to read my writings. So much has been going on in my life!! I've been feeling like I'm missing something in my life for a long time now. I thought it was depression but honestly every woman goes through it. I wanted a family!! I'm 28 years old with a stable job that I plan to keep as well as apply myself for promotions. I've been in a steady serious relationship for almost two years with a wonderful man that loves children so why not have a child??!! We talked about marriage first and what we wanted if we had children. We both agreed that we wanted to be married be before children and that we wanted twins - a boy and a girl. Four months ago we found out that we were expecting!! We're having twins!! I'm excited!! I'm finally going to be someones mommy!! WOW!!! This is truly a blessing! I felt guilty at first because I'm not married but screw it, we got what we wanted this is truly a gift and I am so blessed as well as happy to receive it!!