SECURITY OF THE WORLD

SECURITY OF DA WORLD

MY MIND GOES BLANK
I AM THOUGHTLESS
THE STRESS OF THE WORLD & MY LIFE ENCASES ME
CAUSING ME TO LOSE MY BREATH AND FORCING MY HEART TO SKIP A BEAT
WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS HOW UTTERLY CONFUSING LIFE CAN BE
ONE SECOND OR DECISION CAN CHANGE YOUR FUTURE IN AN INSTANT
MINE SURE HAS
BEING SECURITY OF THE WORLD HAS BENEFITED ME IN SO MANY WAYS
OFTEN TIMES I REGRET TAKING MY POSITION BECAUSE I COULD BE DOING SOMETHING MORE PRODUCTIVE WITH MY DAYS
PURSUING MY DREAMS OR MORE EXCITING THINGS
11 YEARS I'VE SPENT IN THIS PLACE
GOD GIVE ME A SIGN IT GETS SO DEPRESSING I CANT EVEN LOOK MYSELF IN THE FACE

(C) Dorian Shelton